hear ye

maybe it's just the mood, so please bear with me

i have 143 posts on this blog but only 58 are visible to the public. i wonder why.

it's kinda scary when you're posting anti-jazz, anti-someband and generally taboo things on a public blog with your name on it and you get 90 hits a day. some from people you know. and it's been going on for quite some time.

i started a blog on vox because google didn't pick it up too often but i see that it does, and i do not want that. it's weird because everytime i post something i don't know who i'd want to read it. that's the reason i have private blogs with a thousand plus posts on it. but i don't want to keep blogs hidden. i want people that are linked to it by me to read it. and being the internet it's impossible to do that.

so i'm calling it quits for this blog. but not without being extremely pissed off because it's something that i've written and i have to fucking run away from it because people won't mind their own fucking business.

please do me a favour and don't fucking read the other one and do not ask me and do not link people to it thinking it would be funny (that goes out to you, ad and mel)

have a good one!
kalhan